If we don’t show up…who will?
That question constantly haunts me. Because when we do show up, when the followers of Jesus actually do show up, the light of God and his goodness can then, (and only then), be found by those who are desperate in their search for hope and love and life. When we show up, lives are transformed and healing springs forth. But when we don’t show up, Satan’s kingdom is built and established in the hearts and lives of God’s precious ones, and there is only death and destruction in that place.
“All this is from God, who through Christ reconciled us to himself and gave us the ministry of reconciliation; that is, in Christ God was reconciling the world to himself, not counting their trespasses against them, and entrusting to us the message of reconciliation. Therefore, we are ambassadors for Christ, God making his appeal through us.” 2 Corinthians 5:18-20 ESV
“God making his appeal through us.” Of course He is, how else will they hear, how else will they know, if not through us. Are we getting this?

Cara and Nicolas praying with Sam at a youth conference
A few weeks ago I had an experience that shows just what happens when those who have been reconciled to God don’t show up. I was in Bulembu making preparations to move when I got a call from the local clinic manager. He asked if I would mind helping him search for a boy who had run off into the forest. This boy was 21 years old and lived with his twin brother and mother on a little homestead up in the hills. It seems this boy had recently turned away from smoking marijuana and had began going to a church in his community. You see marijuana is a huge problem in Swaziland because, well, the plant that is grown here is considered one of the best qualities in the world. So much so, that they even call it Swazi gold. I found out from his friends that he had been smoking several days a week for about three years and had given it up completely about a month earlier.
So it happened that after church one day the boy began acting quite strangely and told his twin brother that his time on earth was now over and he was going into the forest to go and see God. Later that evening he ran away from the homestead, he stripped off his clothes and he ran into the forest. His brother chased after him but eventually lost him in the thick woods.

Jason praying with Rita during worship
The following day, on Monday, was when we found out about all this and so we went to go and look for him. We didn’t have any luck the first day. The second day some of his friends found the clothes he had stripped off and we all felt sure that he would be near. The third day there were more members of the community that came to help search the vast forest and that’s when we found him. He was lying dead at the bottom of a steep and jagged cliff face. He had been laying there for at least a couple days. His body was scarred and broken from tumbling down the mountain face. The stench was horrific and his mouth and crotch area were full of maggots. We carried his stiff and cold body back up the steep mountain and then sat with his mother and twin brother as they writhed in agony over his meaningless death.
I can’t seem to get his lifeless eyes out of my mind. He was a son. He was a brother. He was a friend. He was a precious child of God. Satan oppressed his mind and convinced him to kill himself. Satan left him alone as long as he was serving the purposes of his kingdom but as soon as he began seeking the Christ, Satan showed up and took his life.
So where were the ambassadors of Christ?

Children's homes on the Hawane Farm
This boy was seeking answers to his deepest heart questions, but the church he went to was not equipped to show him the Way. And this story is being repeated over and over and over again all around the planet.
This makes me furious. The work of Satan makes me furious. Satan is killing God’s precious ones day by day by day. Will I sit idly by while Satan continues his devastating destruction of God’s children? All this boy needed was someone to show him the Way, someone to show up for him.
Now that brings me to the work we are doing now in Hawane, our new home. We are here just showing up. Much of the time we feel under-qualified and ill-equipped to do this work. But we are willing to just show up.
What happens when we do just show up? Amazing things can happen. There are two boys who are both developmentally disabled who are now living in the children’s homes where we’ve recently moved to. One boy, Mandla, was abandoned and was raised with dogs. He could not walk or talk, he could only crawl on his hands and knees like a dog and he would fight the animals for food. He was 11 years old when he was found. Today he is with us and learning to talk and he is walking and is always smiling and jumping up and down. Real healing is taking place.

Jason with Mandla at his new school on the Hawane Farm
The second boy is Bandile, also 11 years old. Both of his parents died from AIDS and he carry’s the deadly disease as well. He also has cerebral palsy. When he was found he was living with his 77 year old great-grandmother who was going blind and could not see to give him his medicine. He was severely malnourished and I was told that he had never had a toy in his life. He also could not talk either. Now, he is talking and learning and playing with toys for the first time. I never see him without a smile on his face.
And Cara will be working with these two boys and other developmentally disabled children that come into Hawane. She has never worked with children like this before, she is under-qualified, she is a little scared, but still, she is willing to just show up. Will she make a difference? Of course she will. Because she does it with love and compassion.

Bandile, always with a smile
“We are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand, that we should walk in them.” Ephesians 2:10 ESV
I am so proud of my wife. She faces all the same accusations from Satan we all face. You’re not strong enough, you’re not smart enough, just give up, wouldn’t your life be easier if you just gave up and went home? But she faces the accusations with the truth of the Word and stands firm. I’m not exaggerating when I tell you that this work is hard. It is hard being away from family and friends and all the comforts of America that aren’t here. It is hard standing on the front lines and constantly engaging in the battle for the hearts of God’s children. And Jesus said it would be hard. He said the road to life is narrow, few people find it, and that it’s a hard road. But let me tell you, with all my heart I can say, it is worth it.

Kefa reading, his favorite new pastime. Who knew?
Thank you to our friends and our family for your support and continually encouragement. The needs around us are so vast and it is in our face every day. It can feel overwhelming at times and it always helps to lift us up when we hear of your prayers for us and we hear your words of encouragement. Thank you also to those who send us financial support. We could not be here if it weren’t for your faithfulness.
If you would like to help with the work we are doing in Africa we always have a place for you here. There are short term volunteer opportunities and long term opportunities as well. We are also constantly in need of prayer and we have not yet met our personal monthly financial needs if you would like to help us with that. We are also now planting new churches and orphan homes in the poorest areas so there are also financial and work opportunities to help one of those projects if that is on your heart.
“Let us not grow weary of doing good, for in due season we will reap, if we do not give up.” Galatians 6:9